The Whole World.

I have recently been overwhelmed by drama. Other people's problems. My own problems. I've been teetering between happy and solemn, the slightest event changing my emotion. I'm beginning to realize, though, that none of these things matter. These people don't matter. Because I've got the whole world in front of me. It's just sitting there, waiting for me to seize control. It is mine for the taking, and I can either choose to let others decide what I get and when I get it, or I can decide for myself. I don't know what I want to do with my life, and for so long this has been a big problem for me. I've only recently realized I don't have to know. I have decided what I want to do with my life. I am no longer undecided. Unrealistic? Maybe. But certainly not undecided. I am done with not knowing what I want to do with my life. I'm done trying to find that one thing that is just perfect. It doesn't exist! So, I'm doing everything. Ultimately this is about my major, which was split between a few very different paths. I had no clue what to choose or where to go with my life. I've decided to double major with two minors. I don't know if this plan will stick, but I love the idea of keeping my options open. I love the thought that I can really do just about anything. I started my college search and I hated all of the options, but now that I'm thinking things through, I love the chance to have such options available. I love the fact that my careers in life are broad and bright. I have never felt so strongly about my future. Never. Maybe things won't work out how I plan. Maybe I'll end up right where I started. But for now, things look promising. And I love right now! C: